A lot is happening during this 3 years of pandemic! Originally, at the end of 2019, I got a China Airlines free ticket. As a result, every time I wanted to change the ticket, China Airlines told me that their flight was abnormal and could not exchange the ticket. It was delayed until this year. They finally had a regular flight in October, but they refused me to exchange the ticket! Say: This prize has expired! If, I didn't get the prize of the flight ticket, I got the check, or the gift, I don't know if it will be returned? I wanted to call and argue with the manager of China Airlines, but God told me: the China Airlines ticket is nothing! Don't argue! My free ticket is a premium economy class, and the current market price is about 2700, because the free ticket has to pay the tax by itself, and now the tax for a ticket is about $290.00! With my previous personality, I will definitely fight to the end, and then expose the evil deeds of China Airlines! But God wants me to forget it! I really decided to give up even calling the manager of China Airlines and trying to get free tickets! Because, I really want to obey God this time!

I gave up the China Airlines free ticket and lost at least $2000! I can choose to deceive myself, deceive God by the way, and pretend not to know what God thinks, but I do! It's a fight! Do I have to give up my money? It's like God wants me to go to seminary and preach, which is not what I want to do at all! And I have to give up government workers with an annual salary of more than 40,000, but I have to obey God! I ask myself: You say: You follow in the footsteps of God! You follow the Lord Jesus, but you can't even pass the "money" test, so why do you follow the Lord Jesus? "Money" is the hardest thing in my life to overcome! Just like I can choose a better job and make money easily, why do I work so hard to study that hard-to-read seminary and have no money to earn? I really work without money now! I not only waste my time and energy, but also pay for my own work! Thank God! He has provision! How else would I be able to pay for this job with no income and extra expenses?

I just called to scold Kansas Christian college! I am obeying God! He wants me to call and scold them! You should understand that $2000 of free tickets can be gave up, so why should I fight for $890? Because I obey God's leading! I don't do it for my own liking! Not what I think is right? What's wrong? But what does God think is right? What's God thinking wrong? I actually still don't understand~ Why does God do such a strange thing? Obviously, the luxury economy class of $2000 is what the China airlines ticket should give, but I need to give it up! Although Kansas Christian college's bill is deceitful, $890 is totally fine to God! Every time He asks me to pay, He will prepare it for me! But God asked me to deal with this school! Because of this deceitful school, I don't want to deal with it at all! Like Christians doing evil, I don't want to deal with them at all, that's totally none of my business! But God cares about His name! I am not qualified to punish and judge how people are, but God is qualified!

In fact, where is "obedience" and "disobedience"? Obedience and disobedience are in the heart of each of us! It's easy to cheat people! It's okay to lie to ourself! It's not hard to lie to God! But the question is: can we really lie to God? If we could lie to God, we wouldn't have this bad climate! If we can lie to God, we don't have to worry about inflation! If we can deceive God, we don't have to fear judgment at all! I choose to "obey" God, not because I'm stupid! Because I know that God is really in control of the universe! More importantly~ God has 100% sovereignty over our lives and the earth! The annual salary of 40,000 is a good job for me, but what is this to God? God always judges people with "righteousness"! Blessed people are always righteous people!