April 1, 2022

          Salary is getting higher and higher! The temptation is getting bigger and bigger... Now it's a dilemma... Should I continue to study theology? Studying is really hard work! And no income! What's even more painful is that there is still no income after finished all diploma! Study hard and whatever I studied like rubbish! I really have many choices to take, and theology, evangelism... are the worst options! I could have given up without hesitation, but I have been struggling! I don't want to give up preaching for the earning money because I really feel that a lot of people need biblical truth, especially teenagers and seniors, which is my biggest burden! I've been struggling.... As long as I have a regular income and I can pay property taxes and various bills, I'm not afraid! As long as I have $2000 in income per month, I can survive! I am not preaching Gospel for making money. I just want to help more people have the better life!

****I believe God's job worth than any jobs! I don't want to go God's ministry just for money!!!