Thank and praise God! This two days is finishing the relics of my brother! He wrote a lot of books. I saw that he wrote a swearing. The only thing to write is about me that my sister will take him to the United States and the mainland! I often ask God one thing: let me learn to be forggiven others, especially those who bully my brother! I have organized more than ten books of my brother, I found a lot of his inner world. His completely hidden writing him hate these people! Every time I help him pray, he will tell me that who was bullying him?
Yesterday was after the epidemic, I worshiped God in the church in the first time! Yesterday, the pastor wants me to tell a testimony, in fact, I have no prapared a any testimony, but I only witness is: this epidemic 3 years, I can help my brother to pray and we had time prayed together! Thank God! Yesterday, the teachers of the brothers and sisters did so much touched! Although people all over the world said: Christians are very bad, but some Christians better than the brothers and sisters of family tree relatives. I found one thing: Brothers and sisters in Christ are more intimate, helping each other than the bloody brothers and sisters! "Relative" is a group of selfish people who consume weak!
My brother had conflicted with many brothers and sisters in the church, but all the brothers and sisters choose forgive, and what about our relatives? I found out how embarked our relatives in my brother's book! I really have nothing to say! I have been praying in these days, let God help me "forgive" those people! I am really not the kind of people who don't care, "pardon" is not easy! Especially in the "people who have a thief shouting the thief" and "the wicked person", it is quite difficult to forgive this kind of person! Before, I was sure that I didn't say it. I will have my own return ways! From little to now, I have never rely on anyone to help, I don't need to help my relatives, but I see those "fake as good" people, I think it is really disgusting! If I don't consider at my mother today, I will not let them go!
Yesterday I did witness the epidemic of these three years, let me have the biggest gain, I harvested and the relationship between God! God is really faithful! He said: The epidemic is 3 and a half years, it was 3 and a half! He said: will have a famine, and in fact, we will also have a famine! Because of the epidemic, I can have time to help my brother, and what is it unhappy? Who is bullying him? He will tell me! He is telling me every day: Who is bullying him! Yesterday, I sorted his book, seeing the curse he wrote, know how much resentment in his heart! I prayed with him in three years, I just want him to learn "forgiveness"! Remember, he began to tell me before: he is willing to forgive them, let me pray for him! When I came back, I saw his writing, I was thinking: Do I want to forgive these people? .
(Luke 11: 4) And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil. ~ I can't never let myself "to eat", people who owe me, I will let them pay double the price for their evil to me! I have anything to do, just don't suffer me! When Christians say, the most difficult thing is to "eat losses"! In the past few years, I have been learning the homework of "losing"! God really gives me the homework! I just started to be the "lose money", when I passed "lost money", I need to face the "rights" to suffer, and even some inexplicable lies and vicious speech attack! These God understand all! I have been praying now ... Let me learn to be grievance, I believe that God will inevitably punish the people in his own evils!
Many people think that people do not repay of evil people, that is, they are no ability and fool, just like my brother. Of course not! I am now: I wait the wrath of God! I understand God! I know that He is the definite God! And I also know that I judge, it is a pediatrics! God's judge is definitely a regional trial! God is also absolute righteous! I can't hurt people because I have to be sanctions by the law! I can't make people into disabled, I can't take away anyone's life, but can God punish people to be disabled? Can God be taken away people's life? And God can trial the world with hurricanes, tsunami, earthquakes, and we launch a war, labor, will be more embarrassed than God? For those who don't fear God, I am not worried about them, because they are subject to the news! You don't fear the Creator, but you believe that you can make the idols to protect you, let's wait and see! I have already recorded one by one! I just wait for God's punishments, and see how their ending!